Can't reach for a star

No matter how far you have gone, no matter how strong the feeling is, no matter how many setbacks you have passed through, the light of hope is still on and off away from your sight, and you started to go through rounds of questions and hesitations, then you eventually realize these illusions are too good in cheating yourselves.

Perhaps I shouldn't have aimed for shooting a star from the start and all these things will be much easier.

鈍

偶爾會陷入這種狀態：事情來襲的時候，所有的感官知覺都是後知後覺，比如當下的聚會氣氛歡愉，可心裡卻有個填不滿的空隙，但過了一段日子以後又懷念當時痛快的感覺！又或者，本來應該有更多悲傷，可當時一點也不想哭，但時間長了，那悲傷的後勁越來越強，眼淚不聽使喚，一切都需要時間慢慢調適。 這樣遲鈍的感覺還包括，某天驚覺佩戴戒指的手指下方因長期摩擦而長出了小繭，不礙眼，但摸下去就挺惱人。